“No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.”
this is something i feel really needs to be part of my program. early in the sober game i was flying around all over town.
i have found myself becoming somewhat of a recluse this last year. i am seeing less people, engaged in less social activities, less travel, less dinners out, no dinner parties in, and few phone chats. i have gained lbs, have seen way too much tv, and may have cloaked myself in a crocheted throw made of lethargy.
part of this may be burnout. part of this may be other things. i have not even been going to meetings which i did for the first 2/3 of my recovery.
i visited my longstanding home group last sunday and i felt a little sense of renew. i miss that group share process and i miss talking (not that i don’t talk enough on a daily basis)